This seems like a good time to discuss breakthrough symptoms of schizophrenia. This is not easy for me to admit, but important if I want people to understand what it’s like to have a psychotic disorder.
“People can be on the best psychotropic medication targeting a mental health disorder and still experience disruptive and paralysing symptoms. These breakthrough symptoms can be voices, delusions, paranoia, anxiety, or perhaps even depressive features that go unchallenged and uncontrolled by medication. Breakthrough symptoms can be very disturbing, and demoralising, due to the chronic, sporadic, and their seemingly unpredictable nature. This type of symptom activation can be triggered by something external.”
I’ve been feeling numb for a few weeks now and hoping to control it through positive coping strategies such as increased meditation as I did not want to go through a med change of increasing my antipsychotic medication.
It didn’t work and this past week breakthrough symptoms of thought broadcasting and thought insertion which drives my paranoia continued rising to the level of needing a change. After consultation with my psychiatrist I’ve increased my antipsychotics, anti-anxiety medications and one on my antidepressants which is a noradrenergic and specific serotonergic antidepressant (NaSSA) and encourages sleep, i.e. drowsiness is one of it’s side effects.
My breakthrough symptoms can best be summed up as more invasive auditory hallucinations, paranoia and delusions that people can read my mind and insert thoughts into my head against my will. At this time I realize it is just a delusion and not real. If I didn’t make the med change it wouldn’t be long before I believed my delusions despite all evidence to the contrary which would probably require hospitalization. The med change will probably take a couple of weeks until I am completely back at my baseline. It’ll be an interesting couple of weeks, but this is part of the reality of living with a severe mental illness.
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